It hurts everyone.

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Let’s just put it out there. I’m getting ready to turn the big 30 and I’m newly engaged….to an alcoholic. Alcoholism hurts EVERYONE. He has once again fooled me into thinking he is sober. Does this look sober to you? At 4am this morning while up, not being able to sleep, I happened upon these two beauties. I feel trapped. I want to stay but I know I need to let go. He’s a liar. Decietful in every. Single. Way. Into hurts. Nothing in this world hurts more then this. In the past he literally sucked the life out of me and I had never been so low in my entire life. I will NOT let myself get there again. The question is now…what is the next step for me?

One thought on “It hurts everyone.

  1. Gosh Rach! I had no idea that’s what he was about. You are entirely correct. Alcoholism does hurt everyone! So sorry you are going through this! Although you love this man….he has to love his self enough to want to change his life. Important thing is DO NOT ENABLE! Hugs girl!

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